suicide

so today i read j's blog and she mentioned
how she wouldnt care if anyone commited suicide
and that she wouldn't care.

well, actually if that happened to me,
i'd cry even if it's someone i just pass by everyday to say hi to
everyone's life has a value,
and thinking that "ooh i wish he/she was dead" is
just a moment. seriously, you dont know what you got til it's gone
i wish you'd understand that, j
it's a lesson that should be learned
suicide is a scary term
i can't say i never thought about it
but i pray for forgiveness every time
life may seem hard,
but you just have to stay strong and keep on going
life is a gift, and many people dont know that.
the stress in life can bring you down
"but just get back up when it knocks you down"

dear s,
you'll always be mybestfriend.♥

ps. i went to a flea market with susan and got a new polaroid!
yay yehhhh-yyy! haha, and i got a necklake for dear madre heehee

pss. nick! you have to go there with me!