my dad

doesnt live with me
and doesnt have anything to do with me anymore,
so please, dont make me feel all left out when you guys
are having a convo bout your dads. cause i dont have one.

seriously dont.

umm so i have ot do my oral presentation soon and im not so excited but kind of scared ahaha maybe i should make some rainbow cupcakes again but maybe not. i realized that baking calms me down. alot. i think that my future career has baking in it. but idk. at first i was all like "oooh kim sam soon is doing it so i should" but then i found out that i actually want to do this. im very excited to know a few hints of my future.

um so eric is my bestfriend:
he is like the best and he's always there to make me laugh even if im crying. he calls me a man and i call him a lady. we are the bestest of friends and idk what ot do without him next year. ahaha him and his SCENE girls ahaha sike. im hoping that six flags is a whole lot of fun. and no, your not jumping off of it(-: but yeahh ily sosososso much and im here for you, unlike "my friend" that i keep forgting about teeeheee

i want so many things
i have a problem. i want a camera, photoprinter, polaroid film, and a grad dress from h&m ($60) and yeahh. oh andi want an ipod cause i havent had one in AGES, soo yeah pretty much that's it and ill try to come back and write next time.

ps. ill post up the cupcakes when im done making them

x x x, jessica

my lifeeee

Adam Sevani.<3

he's soo cute//mine!

ilse and susan's party

that party last night was awfully crazy,
i wish we taped it, i (laugh) my ass off,
and had this one girl (half) naked(=

hahaha half naked, helene...
it was a dare.

ummm the party was GREATTT
some things are classified but here's an idea,

TP-ing houses and bushes, blockbuster and skateboards, liam and conor, sleeping on a lawn at 5am, runnning everywhere, leah and rachel getting lost, drama, sneaky sneaks, drinks, the exorism of emily rose, helene's crazy annoyingness

well yeah
that was an amamamamamazing! haha
emily rose is a limbo freak and a weird speakerr((:
umm ohh and
CONOR IS MY LIFEEEEE♥

SOOOO CUTE,
everybody loves conor but too bad i married him!
tahahahaha, okays ill try to post pictures soon

ps. i got magic stright and a hair cut,
NO MO DEAD HAIRRRRR(:

suicide

so today i read j's blog and she mentioned
how she wouldnt care if anyone commited suicide
and that she wouldn't care.

well, actually if that happened to me,
i'd cry even if it's someone i just pass by everyday to say hi to
everyone's life has a value,
and thinking that "ooh i wish he/she was dead" is
just a moment. seriously, you dont know what you got til it's gone
i wish you'd understand that, j
it's a lesson that should be learned
suicide is a scary term
i can't say i never thought about it
but i pray for forgiveness every time
life may seem hard,
but you just have to stay strong and keep on going
life is a gift, and many people dont know that.
the stress in life can bring you down
"but just get back up when it knocks you down"

dear s,
you'll always be mybestfriend.♥

ps. i went to a flea market with susan and got a new polaroid!
yay yehhhh-yyy! haha, and i got a necklake for dear madre heehee

pss. nick! you have to go there with me!

the beach trip

((((((((ASIANSSSS))))))))


soooooo MUCH funnn!
hudson and david both killed me in the waves
umm and peter's perfect back cause of me teehee
and duncan's PALE boddddd
hahahah and he's sooooo tan (((((((:
um the food was okay and the waes and water was amazing
except im ugly in pictures because im so tan and my hair's all frizzy and shizzz(:
sooo sad sarah couldnt goooo,
hmmm yeah it was funnnn ohh and
sarahh, i love you dont be sorry. it's my fault<3
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hahah i lalalallalalalalala youuu!
tooooo daaaa luuuuu, jessica

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=XHXWT8Scwmo

that's so raven:separation anixety

watch it sooo funny!

HAHAHAHAHAHA! (((:

walk together- hhahahaha

annnie nigg.<3

i had so much fun yesterday
what would i have done yesterday?
probably die of boredom hahah but you
called me up and we went to the grove heehee

sooo much funnn:
good movie;ghosts of girlfriends pasts
good food;the cheeseacke factory (and that one hot gay guy)
good men; BOBBY LEE! hahahah he got so creeped out when me and annie started following him haha btw, yes the real bobbylee (:

yeah yesterday was fun
we would have pictures but the apple store closed.

your my cuppycaaake

today, i went on kit's blog and
noticed that she followed only one blog
so i started reading it and it is amazing
it's like baking baking and cupcakees!

so i tested one outt!
my rainbow cuppycakes!
this is the link for the og recipe and shizz.
you have to scroll down a bit
http://iheartcuppycakes.com/

well yeahh
here's the story of my adventure
after mixing the baking mix(yes i didnt start from scratch)
place them in cups by the order of colors you'd like



and then.
2omins in an 350degrees oven

then frost them babies!




(i love that baking cup color afterwords!)


ain't it a gorge?(:

i love the results
hahahaah every cupcake came out unique teehee
i hope i can make more cupcakes like these
hahaha, teeeeeheeeee

x x x, Jessica

JASONMRAZ

"mr.curious when i need some inspiration"-mr.curiousity-jason mraz

i love jason jason jason mraz

i love the secret handshake

i love lmfao and shwayze

i love nevershoutnever and owlcity

i love all time low cause their cute♥

i love boy like girls cause there mellow

i love the cobra starship and forever the sickest kids
cause the drummer is my husband

they are all great singers/bands.
they all amaze me with their music
their all cute in their own way

please support all of them♥
ps.im possibly leaving some people behind but i forget

pss. YOU make me fcking sick to my stomache.
you disgust me at how much you can say and not mean later.
you piss me off everytime i think of what you said
"i never said we're bestfriends" uhh. okay i thought we were
this was a while back but i get reminded everyday.

we are not bestfriends?
sure fine. i guess so. sucks for you. you don't have any "best"s anymore.