i going crazy for it.
hahhahaha hopefully i get what i want (-:
i love you kit
hahaha that smiley reminded me
the kit face (:
okayysss so this weekend i didnt do shit cause
well on saturday i had like no energy.
haha go figure and i was exhausted from the isearch
teeeeeeeheeeeee well yeah, my weekend
was the resting one heeeeeeeeeeheeeeeeeeeee
ps. i love bbycks!
hopefully i can get some shit
2009/04/26
2009/04/25
21 hours
of no food.
it's like... the I-Search.
feels like hell but somehow relieved at the end to be snacking on a big bowl of rice (like the asian i am) teehee. it wasn't just out of nowhere that i decided not to eat. I was mad at my mom and somehow didnt want to eat anything that was hers. which was nothing in my house. so i starved. waking up everyhour during the night; i guess this is how anorexic people felt
im not anorexic
i eat wayyyyyyyyy more than you probably do
unless your jiin, jkwon or annniekins
hahaha yeah my 21 hours of death
but the hour right after it, feels like heaven
ps, dont try this,
you get a big stomache(?) because your stomach is shrucken
it's like... the I-Search.
feels like hell but somehow relieved at the end to be snacking on a big bowl of rice (like the asian i am) teehee. it wasn't just out of nowhere that i decided not to eat. I was mad at my mom and somehow didnt want to eat anything that was hers. which was nothing in my house. so i starved. waking up everyhour during the night; i guess this is how anorexic people felt
im not anorexic
i eat wayyyyyyyyy more than you probably do
unless your jiin, jkwon or annniekins
hahaha yeah my 21 hours of death
but the hour right after it, feels like heaven
ps, dont try this,
you get a big stomache(?) because your stomach is shrucken
2009/04/22
happybirthday love<3
jennice,
happy birthday stickkk<3
you are the bestttt,
ahaha i knew you since like foreverr
and im happy to have you as a friend for that long
we havent hung out in forever and i hope we do soon
i loveeee you and happy 14th birthday
ps, last long with edward
ilse,
happy birthday shoelace launcher<3
i lovee you oh-so-much!
you are like veryyyyyy calm ALL the time
but we still have our momentsss
GILLY! and our handshake
hahahaah no one can beat that!(:
well yeah happybirthday and ill get your present soon
ps, your hair is like a blonde mermaid's
happy birthday stickkk<3
you are the bestttt,
ahaha i knew you since like foreverr
and im happy to have you as a friend for that long
we havent hung out in forever and i hope we do soon
i loveeee you and happy 14th birthday
ps, last long with edward
ilse,
happy birthday shoelace launcher<3
i lovee you oh-so-much!
you are like veryyyyyy calm ALL the time
but we still have our momentsss
GILLY! and our handshake
hahahaah no one can beat that!(:
well yeah happybirthday and ill get your present soon
ps, your hair is like a blonde mermaid's
2009/04/20
wishlist
things i want but cant have at the moment;
white vneck from aa
figure skater dress from aa
shiny duffle bag from aa
mint vneck from aa
bat wing;lavender from aa
grey cardigan from aa
tokidoki earrings
gladiators from uo
marc jacobs earrings from nordstrom
dolce vita gladiators from nordstrom
cucumber marc jacobs perfume from nordstrom
zebra lighting necklace from jawbreaking.jewelry.com
stache necklace from jawkbreaking.jewelry.com
2legit 2 quit necklace from jawbreaking.jewelry.com
jawbreaking necklace from jawbreaking.jewelry.com
leaf necklace from uo or forever21 i forget
cute shirt from forever21
camera shirt from forever21
ruffle shirt from forever21
striped sweater from aa
gladiators from forever21
neon flats from forever21
striped vneck from aa
sanrio.com
barbells from hot topic
cat camera from uo
from uo
nike from uo
goodnite pillow from uo
fake aa jacket from uo
typewriter from uo
coiled serpent ring from uo
kimchi pocket sweater from uo
vintage headband from uo
gladiators from uo
vans from uo; 20$$
sanrio.com; 60$
white vneck from aa
figure skater dress from aa
shiny duffle bag from aa
mint vneck from aa
bat wing;lavender from aa
grey cardigan from aa
tokidoki earrings
gladiators from uo
marc jacobs earrings from nordstrom
dolce vita gladiators from nordstrom
cucumber marc jacobs perfume from nordstrom
zebra lighting necklace from jawbreaking.jewelry.com
stache necklace from jawkbreaking.jewelry.com
2legit 2 quit necklace from jawbreaking.jewelry.com
jawbreaking necklace from jawbreaking.jewelry.com
leaf necklace from uo or forever21 i forget
cute shirt from forever21
camera shirt from forever21
ruffle shirt from forever21
striped sweater from aa
gladiators from forever21
neon flats from forever21
striped vneck from aa
sanrio.com
barbells from hot topic
cat camera from uo
from uo
nike from uo
goodnite pillow from uo
fake aa jacket from uo
typewriter from uo
coiled serpent ring from uo
kimchi pocket sweater from uo
vintage headband from uo
gladiators from uo
vans from uo; 20$$
sanrio.com; 60$
emhe<3
extreme makeover home edition;
best show ever
helps the people that need it the most.
watch it one time, i cry everytime
especially the GinYard Family
2009/04/18
what i'm happy/scared/sad/mad of
things that make me happy♥;
how guys always have to compliment the girl not the other way around, to know that i have someone next to me, to know that true friends are honest, how i love food but dont get fat, how i waste my time on youtube, i love updating!, how fake a person can be, photography, farts, the thought that my isearch is going to be over by next week, how guns dont scare me, how i can have A.D.D., money, shopping, jealousy, embarassment, basically everything
things that make me scared;
anything that crawls, the isearch final grade, global warming, blood, continous circle spots, bigasss tapers squishing in a small hole, too much pimples on one face, people crying, my dad, scary films, the habit of growing tired of things, hobos, people with no feet, shocks, knifes, climax, blood red drinks, drinking, smoking, the video on vegetarianism on youtube
things that make me sad;
losing my mom and any one of my friends, emotional movies, betrayal
things that make me mad;
EVERYTHING my sister does. literally. when people point out the obvious, people that dont give a fuck about anything, emo people, boys being so stupid, nobody caring about the issues in this world, suicides
how guys always have to compliment the girl not the other way around, to know that i have someone next to me, to know that true friends are honest, how i love food but dont get fat, how i waste my time on youtube, i love updating!, how fake a person can be, photography, farts, the thought that my isearch is going to be over by next week, how guns dont scare me, how i can have A.D.D., money, shopping, jealousy, embarassment, basically everything
things that make me scared;
anything that crawls, the isearch final grade, global warming, blood, continous circle spots, bigasss tapers squishing in a small hole, too much pimples on one face, people crying, my dad, scary films, the habit of growing tired of things, hobos, people with no feet, shocks, knifes, climax, blood red drinks, drinking, smoking, the video on vegetarianism on youtube
things that make me sad;
losing my mom and any one of my friends, emotional movies, betrayal
things that make me mad;
EVERYTHING my sister does. literally. when people point out the obvious, people that dont give a fuck about anything, emo people, boys being so stupid, nobody caring about the issues in this world, suicides
2009/04/15
how powerful lyrics can be
I went asleep last night Tired from the fight I've been fighting for tomorrow All my life Yea I woke up this morning Feeling brand new 'Cause the dreams that I've been dreaming Have finally came true It's a new day It's a new day It's a new day It's a new day It's a new day It's been a long time coming Up the mountain kept runnin' Souls of freedom kept hummin' Channeling Harriet Tubman Kennedy, Lincoln, and King We gotta invest in that dream It feels like we're swimming upstream It feels like we're stuck inbetween A rock and a hard place, We've been through the heartaches And lived through the darkest days If you and I made it this far, Well then hey, we can make it all the way And they said no we can't And we said yes we can Remember it's you and me together I woke up this morning Feeling alright I've been fightin' for tomorrow All my life Yea, I woke up this morning Feeling brand new Cause the dreams that I've been dreaming Have finally came true It's a new day (it's a new day) It's a new day (it's a new day) It's a new day It's a new day! It's been a long time waitin' Waiting for this moment It's been a long time praying Praying for this moment We hope for this moment And now that we own it For life I will hold it And I ain't gonna let it go It's for fathers, our brothers, Our friends who fought for freedom Our sisters, our mothers, Who died for us to be in this moment Stop and cherish this moment Stop and cherish this time It's time for unity For us and we That's you and me together I woke up this morning Feeling brand new Cause the dreams that I've been dreaming Have finally came true Yea, I woke up this morning Feeling alright 'Cause we weren't fighting for nothing And the soldiers weren't fighting For nothing No, Martin wasn't dreaming for nothing And Lincoln didn't change it for nothing And children weren't crying for nothing It's a new day It's a new day A new day It's a new day It's a new day!
-Its a New Day-Will.I.Am
lets start listening to the lyrics now.
-Its a New Day-Will.I.Am
lets start listening to the lyrics now.
FIELD TRIP
today i went on a field trip
the field trip was boring. the end : )
hahaha nothing else is really exciting,
oh i got new glasses, yipppeeeeeee!
hahahha and other than that, my life is purtttty boring
the field trip was boring. the end : )
hahaha nothing else is really exciting,
oh i got new glasses, yipppeeeeeee!
hahahha and other than that, my life is purtttty boring
2009/04/12
yesterday
yesterday was so much fun
i hung out with linda and JIJI (:
and jane
well yeah we went SHOPPING
hahahaha it was hella fun,
but linda and jane had to leave in the middle :(
welll yeah, after that, me and jiin
were shopping and trying stuff on and shizz
teeeeeeheeeeeeeeeeee
no pictures though, awww shucks (:
guitar was really funny hahah
well it always is teheeeeeeeee
man, i gotta do the isearch soon
grrrrrrrrr hahaha oh oh and i love nickycakes<3
cause he's got my back hahahaha
i love you linda and jiin,
yesterday was a blast.
"let her dream"
i hung out with linda and JIJI (:
and jane
well yeah we went SHOPPING
hahahaha it was hella fun,
but linda and jane had to leave in the middle :(
welll yeah, after that, me and jiin
were shopping and trying stuff on and shizz
teeeeeeheeeeeeeeeeee
no pictures though, awww shucks (:
guitar was really funny hahah
well it always is teheeeeeeeee
man, i gotta do the isearch soon
grrrrrrrrr hahaha oh oh and i love nickycakes<3
cause he's got my back hahahaha
i love you linda and jiin,
yesterday was a blast.
"let her dream"
2009/04/09
jessicababy
jessica um, the 7th grader that i love
teehee, so yesterday i went to her house at like 3 and
it was prettt gangster hahaha we were so bored
cause she's way more mature than i am
haha, she's such a cutie when she sneezes <3
hahahaha so yeahh i left at like 8 and i love her oh-so-much
ramen&octopuses, photography, ham&cheese,
follow the guy with the orange robe, scary black guy,
haha yesterday was fun overall.
pictures coming soon!
teehee, so yesterday i went to her house at like 3 and
it was prettt gangster hahaha we were so bored
cause she's way more mature than i am
haha, she's such a cutie when she sneezes <3
hahahaha so yeahh i left at like 8 and i love her oh-so-much
ramen&octopuses, photography, ham&cheese,
follow the guy with the orange robe, scary black guy,
haha yesterday was fun overall.
pictures coming soon!
2009/04/07
curiousity seriously kills
today i went to venice beach and its was pretty fun
i saw jack suraya and micky but i didnt say hi for some odd reason
haha so yeah today i saw the crude world we live in
i saw a police officer giving a ticket to someone
apprently that someone was an officer as well
so the police officer didnt bother to give a ticket out
^what the fuck
i saw two dogs being dragged by two mexican
and they were making the dogs fight
just for people's amusement.
andi f a dog wouldnt fight, the men would drown them
^what kind of people do that?
i experienced the ghetto, venice has
a reallllly nice beach but the streets...
no so much
okay so i also want to rant about her
id love to post her name but i think it's best if i dont
you may think "why the hell would you post it if your not going to type a name?"
but she's a different subject
apprently she's recently and continuously gone out
and she doesnt realize that even a little bit of $
can help her and her family ALOT
with her $, grocery can be bought
(not that they dont have food or anything)
or all sorts of small things that she can help on
well yeah. i hope she reads this
cause her frieds arent helping her at all
and the best i can do is to rant
and to hope that she finally realizes that EVERYTHING COUNTS.
not that her friends are bad
but if i was still her friend, i'd be honest.
even if it hurts our friendship.
pictures♥;
anorexic
i saw jack suraya and micky but i didnt say hi for some odd reason
haha so yeah today i saw the crude world we live in
i saw a police officer giving a ticket to someone
apprently that someone was an officer as well
so the police officer didnt bother to give a ticket out
^what the fuck
i saw two dogs being dragged by two mexican
and they were making the dogs fight
just for people's amusement.
andi f a dog wouldnt fight, the men would drown them
^what kind of people do that?
i experienced the ghetto, venice has
a reallllly nice beach but the streets...
no so much
okay so i also want to rant about her
id love to post her name but i think it's best if i dont
you may think "why the hell would you post it if your not going to type a name?"
but she's a different subject
apprently she's recently and continuously gone out
and she doesnt realize that even a little bit of $
can help her and her family ALOT
with her $, grocery can be bought
(not that they dont have food or anything)
or all sorts of small things that she can help on
well yeah. i hope she reads this
cause her frieds arent helping her at all
and the best i can do is to rant
and to hope that she finally realizes that EVERYTHING COUNTS.
not that her friends are bad
but if i was still her friend, i'd be honest.
even if it hurts our friendship.
pictures♥;
anorexic
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